Time to update my blog again... after been hurt so deepily in e heart its time for recovery... well not sure if i'm really loves him but have a bit of feeling for him.. he treated me just like how XM has treated me when we are together.. He is the youngest of all in his family (1 elderest sister & 2 elder brother all married & w kids) but he is still older than me, he is living alone in a three room flat located at Yew Tee... well it's far away from my house, at least 30mins to 45mins to reach his home even taking MRT.. lucky he is driving so at times he will fetch me instead of i going to his house alone (but he can only drive from 7pm onward on weekdays, sat after 3pm & sun whole day cause he's is a red plate).. Been with him for almost a week & things goes fine w us... went to his house a few times overnite & he send me to work in the morning (early in e morning 4am wor) even he is not working cause he is on leave from wed till sun... he is a fun guy to be with cause he's forever full of jokes n nonsense... he is protective towards me so far everytime we went out... he works for the government in the SPF station in Sub-Court... he is working office hour shift & at times will have duty on sat... Sooooooooo.... he happened to be XM's ex-collegue & know him tooooooooo..... well nothing to hide from him & i told him everything about XM & my relation b4 we broke off & he told me his too... he didnt mind & it doesn't matters to him, infact to him s long s i'm not attached & not married he will not mind a single thing... I really didnt know if i did the right thing by giving him a chance to b w him.. (hopefully i did..) so far so good between us & times shall prove my decision to be right or wrong again.. he is giving me his house key inorder for me to go his house anytime i wanted & anytime i'm free... well hopefully everything went well for me cause i'm really sick & tired of relation & it hurts alot whenever its seperated.. wish me luck for this final & last relation i'm looking at now.. By the way his name is JOHN...